28 March 2011

Abhi toh poori raat baki hai! =)

Exams! ^_^
The very first thing I hate about exams is their timing. I am forced to wake up early in the morning =(
But exams are good fun! =D
They keep you awake till 4 o clock in the night (not morning because it isn't morning for me till I wake up!=P) because you haven't studied a thing throughout the term.
You gulp in loads of coffee to keep yourself awake.
You make notes which you'll probably never read again!
You study for the heck of it.(to sail through the exam)
Exams ain't that bad.
You have friends messaging and calling you up all the time and asking if you're done with the syllabus.
And when you get a response that matches your situation, you feel relaxed. =D
("Of course I'm not done! I'm leaving half of them!")
It's about feeling relaxed during the day and panicking at night and cursing yourself for spending four hours on Facebook in spite of knowing that you had loads to cover.
How you suddenly feel nocturnal.
You curse yourself for bunking relentlessly, prioritizing everything else over the two chapters you are not able to get through, you can see flashbacks where you were having fun and neglecting your studies, etc.
But then,
Studying during the night before the exam and completing the syllabus is the most wonderful feeling EVER 
because you complete something in ten hours that others took months to complete! =D

And then when your paper hits off well, YOU FEEL LIKE A FRIGGING GENIUS! (and hence you decide to continue following the 'last-moment-studies-pattern')

(Not to mention that Etc. occurs in almost every answer and every example. I got some weird text saying 'Etc. = End Of Thinking Capacity'. Lol. =P)

PS. I wasted Saturday and Sunday doing time pass. And now I have Hindi tomorrow. 
I know I'll finish studying, because Salonee says  - अभी तोह पूरी रात  बाकी है!

PPS. It's fun writing Hindi words in English. ^_^ Kya baat! kya baat! =P 

19 March 2011

Is it okay?

Is it okay to blog when..
I'm mind fucked?
I'm undergoing mood swings?
I am jealous?
I could kill someone?
I cry?
I laugh like a sadist?
Life seems befuddled?
I feel cranky?
I laugh at myself?
I feel like a loser?
I feel like a loner?
I blame someone else?

Is it okay to blog even if I think that I suck at blogging?

Blog like no one's gonna read it?
Throw up all your feelings out here?

There's one amazing thing about blogging though.
If you maintain an anonymous profile and pour out all your feelings..You feel satisfied that someone you don't even know of, is going to read it and either relate it to his/her own life or not give a fuck about it.
And THAT has to be okay. :)

05 March 2011

It happens with everyone else too! ^_^

I am not the only one whose been betrayed by a friend. Even others have been.
I am not only one to suffer from heartbreak. Even others have to.
I cry, get moody, fight, feel lonely, suffer helplessly, cry before getting injected (faint after it!), give 100 reasons for not taking a medicine, secretly envy smarter people, bunk oral exams, behave like an egoistic bitch, refuse to apologize, feel like a sucker when it comes to blogging, feel like I cannot make friends, get wicked, throw my moodswings at my best friends, write silly rhymes, find idiotic ways to overcome boredom, read the same word so many times that it finally looks meaningless, feel alienated at times, crave for eating Maggi at dinner time, fail to understand a few jokes, get out-witted...but at one point of time even others have undergone/ will undergo all of this!
Every person has problems. I am not the only one.
At one point in life, every person realizes the importance of being strong and independent. Even I will!

It's not like I'm happy that others have problems.
It's just that seeing them get through those gives me hope and satisfaction.
I know that I am not the only one suffering and of course I do not own all the problems in the  world!

So whatever happens with me in life..
At a point of time...
Happens with everyone else too! ^___^